Why?

The wind is blowing through my hair,
It’s warm outside, but I feel cold…
The tears are dropping on my hands
‘Cause there’s an issue with my soul.

I tried so hard to understand,
I wished Him help me get it right.
I put myself into God’s hands
But why He doesn’t help me, why?

Please help me find the answer, Lord
And give me strength to carry on!
The Law for me it’s just Your Word
There’s nothing else I put above.